i cry when i remeber seeing you for the last time. rushing u to the hospital knowing it was to late. Hearing your mummies crys for you. i often think what would you look like now. How much would you look u to your big brother? How much would you look after your sisters. i wonder to my self would your daddy have been different if you haddent left us all so soon. you was so young when you left and your funaral was the first and sadest i have ever been to hunni. you are so badly missed. To have inpacted so many lives in such a short space of time make you a very special little boy. Im crying now baby as thinking of you makes me so sad. love you lewis and miss you still after all this time all my love and hugs and kisses from aunty sonia xxxxxx